Still Moody like Hell!!!

i really need someone to help me...i cant tahan liaw...i try to make myself tired no use,i make myself drunk no use...i still cant forget him...why??i knew me and him no chance,is 0%...but i cant control myself to stop thinking of him...this is the first time i love someone so much and so serious...i dun dare to let him know...cause i dun trust myself...even he know also no use...im sure he dun like me...

last time i dun believe in 'yi jian zhong qing'...now i believe la...since the first time i saw him in 2006...i already like him...until now...in this two years i talked with him not more then 10 words...if talk also not face to face...just msg or msn...got one time we having english class together...he sat beside me...i felt so happy and my heart jump very fast...i din pay attention to the lecture...the class only 2 hours...then we din sat together again...everytime having class together i also cant pay attention...i always looking at him in the 2 hours class...

i always early to class and wait him to come...if cant see him i felt very down...once he came in i will looking at him until class finish...he always act very funny...he taste not bad...always wear very cool and 'ying' shirt...he looked very handsome when he wear long sleeve shirt...especially black colour...

haih!?now no more chance to see him liaw...he already finish study...now i only can see him in his facebook or msn...

sorry i sleep late again...i already try but still...
better stop la...
i love you K...