心痛

这就是心痛的感觉吗？从你发生意外到现在，我未曾开心过。天天看你的新闻，我的眼泪都会在我的眼睛里打转。现在我会天天为你祈祷，希望你早日康复。

heartbreak

what a bad news...selina just went back to taiwan hospital...her hand,leg,back all injured...today i readed newspaper and i saw the picture i really sad...my heart like bleeding...not because she is my idol, is becasue she is a pretty women and she gonna get marry next year...now suddenly accident, somemore so serious...newspaper said that maybe she cant wear mini skirt anymore...and she cut off her hair...then how she wear wedding dress?

damn i hate that director...stupid guy...they din try the boom before they start film...what we already tried 6,7 times before film...bullshit la...if like this why got accident...f you la...not only selina injured...the other guy from china also injured very seriously...both of them went in the store room then suddenly 'boom'...only can see the fire and smoke...they knew today got fire screen why they dun call a water car to stand by...when both of them came out they were suffering...keep asking for water and crying...

haih!? hope she get well soon and the guy also...

damn tired...

Wah!? first time felt so tired after comp...im dying in the pool just now...althought i only swam 4 events in two days...but i reallt felt like dying after 50free...then straight away swam relay and swam fly...OMG man...i keep sitting down cause my leg already numd and i cant stand properly...when i stood up my eye all black then gastric AGAIN...but lucky i got money la...the funny thing was i dunno why all the auntie uncle talked to me...and i dunno who are they... :-p

What would you do?

today i watched a very nice movie...funny,touching and the most i like was the friendship between the four person...a couple passed away and left a baby and their best friends, a guy and a women who hate each other, they became the guardian of the baby...it was funny to see how they take care of a baby...but sad to see them suffer so much for the baby...and touching was they can take care of their best friends baby even they really suffer...

i like the story...i like the friendship between them...a true friends...
what would you do if you suddenly become the guardian of a baby?

College again

haih!? start college again...so boring...yesterday went for first class...erm,the lecture not bad...although the subject i learn before but i already forgot everything...langsung tak tau apa dia cakap...haha...i must hardworking to complete diploma...then i wont waste my 4 years time...

and...i checked UPM got faculty of veterinary...and guess what they need to qualify for entry??B+ in Biology and Chemistry in the Sijil Tinggi Pelajaran Malaysia... Entrants need a minimum score of three in the Malaysian University English Test (MUET)...OMG!? this is too hard for me...i dun think i can make it...

so sad!? my dream habis liaw...

Melacca

in melacca now...3 days 2 nights trip...and i realize melacca nothing to play...damn boring...and my friends just bring me go eat...i sure i go back sure fat already...yesterday passed the hotel i stay during sukma...then passed by alot of places we passed by during sukma..i miss sukma very much...lucky din go swimming pool..if not i think i will cry...oh ya,and just now i dinner at the fish & chip resturant (i forgot the name)...i miss the moment we had dinner there and palying laught there...made me almost want to cry liaw...

this time i came melacca is just to review the wonderful moment in sukma...i will never forget sukma everythink everyone...miss you guys very much...love you...

Steamboat Buffer!!!

yesterday went dinner with my 'old friends'...haha...what a nice day...we went sunway eat steamboat buffer...erm,the place not bad la...food also nice but the best was the tom yam soup...spice and delicious!!! i like it le...yeah,got new place for steamboat liaw...haha...i just ate yesterday but now i miss it liaw...i ate alot o...i dun care...next week sure go again one...this time with family...i think they like it too...and not expensive only rm26.8 per person plus tea...

very funny lo...my whole family like steamboat very much...haha...if raining day my father sure steamboat one...if we dunno where to eat also steamboat...haha...i love steamboat...

寂寞寂寞就好

还是原来那个我 不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺 迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错早点认错 早一点解脱

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉

还是原来那个你 是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用 每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有早点看破 才看的见以后

我寂寞寂寞就好 这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉

Fat!!!

OMG!!! I fat liaw...shit la...i already control...my parent la...every night dinner keep ask me want add rice want add rice...why eat so little?you enought or not o...Walau!?

Gastric

yesterday went dinner with friends...felt very happy...maybe dinner too late i gastric...pain until want to cry liaw...but i friends dun realize until dinner finish then i told them...of cause i kena marah la...i hate gastric...cant walk properly cant breath...and now still pain...made me one whole day like dead fish...

two more week my life will change...good or bad? seriously i worry...i dunno what to do...think too much at home...feel like going somewhere alone to relax my mind...