haih!?dunno why this few i felt like no mood...and i slept very late...about 4 every night...damn...i dun want like this...but i realy cant sleep...every night i lying on my bed more than 3 to 4 hour...still cant sleep...then morning woke up at 12...make my life so teruk...haih!?
i went out with my friends yesterday...went sri petaling dinner...then went to movie...actually we din planned to movie...but too boring and dun want go home so early...so we watched yes man...that movie really funny...but ok la...we finished about 1...then i fetched my friends home...i din feel sleepy...so i went to online...until 4 again then i finally can sleep...shoot man...this is not healthy and not good for my training...
i gonna start training soon...i want to start next week...but i need to help my uncle fetch kahyan home from bj...cause im the only one who free and know driving...haih!?so i have to start after new year la...i scared not enough time for me...plus i saw SAG result...alot of people improve...i must train hard liaw...i hope i can hit my target...i will let coach look at it and hope she can give me some comment...
today i went training...the program was ok...6x400,6x200,6x100...i swam fly for 400 and 200...100 i swam free...cause my hand started pain again...when i go back train...i wont care about it liaw...see doctor so long liaw still pain...i have not enough time...even if pain also i will continue without complain...i must tahan...coach always said that...christina told me today her sister maybe coming back train...it was so funny...suddenly so many people came back to train...i knew one already three people...but it was good to see you all again...
i kept continue one song this few days...i felt very sad everytime i listened that song...but i like it...i love that song every much...it can made me cried...everytime i listened i cried...after cried i felt better...but the next day came back again...haih!?the reason i moody and cried is..........
sorry i cant write it here...only a few people can know it...
anyway,i try to sleep early today...cause tomorrow need to wake up early...
love...
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