This is my life

Almost 3 years I din write blog..why suddenly I come back? I myself also dunno.. Since last month,I din have a nice sleep..am I think too much or.....sometime I use alcohol to help,but no use..after drank I felt tired but still can't sleep well..one night woke up at lease 3-4 times..if I want to get drunk actually very easy,but I dunno why when almost reach the limit I brake..the funny thing is I will vomit,felt dizzy,get high,talk a lot, but I can't open my heart and tell all my secret..people always said,in your life have many listener but very hard to have a good listener..until now still no one can be my good listener.. Start from today I told myself,dun care what other people talk about you, this your life just do whatever you want to do,no need follow others footstep,no need listen others bullshit.. 'This is my life'