This is my life

Almost 3 years I din write blog..why suddenly I come back? I myself also dunno.. Since last month,I din have a nice sleep..am I think too much or.....sometime I use alcohol to help,but no use..after drank I felt tired but still can't sleep well..one night woke up at lease 3-4 times..if I want to get drunk actually very easy,but I dunno why when almost reach the limit I brake..the funny thing is I will vomit,felt dizzy,get high,talk a lot, but I can't open my heart and tell all my secret..people always said,in your life have many listener but very hard to have a good listener..until now still no one can be my good listener.. Start from today I told myself,dun care what other people talk about you, this your life just do whatever you want to do,no need follow others footstep,no need listen others bullshit.. 'This is my life'

Welcome back

Long time no see...

BBQ during CNY!!!

Saturday was the most happy day during this year cny...i went to friend house bbq...that was fun...and we also drinking...Dan like a bartender,the drink he mix is damn nice...then we play some game,talk,drink...i drank a lot but i din feel anything...macha drunk and keep talking stupid things...damn funny...

and i overnight my friend house...almost 530 then we sleep...but i din sleep,i dun feel sleepy...i wait until 7 then went home...i reach home straight away die on the bed...i slept until 230...this party is awesome...

Tired

this whole week was damn tired...first was because my result...until now i still dunno what to do...second was my father...his leg pain again and weird than last time...this time was because of his muscle tear or worse...me everyday college,clinic,home...at home need to take care of my father cause he cant walk cant sit...he walk less than 1min then pain...sit also...after he went to toilet came out straight away kneel down on the floor...and that was the first time i see he cried...i really dunno what to do...

this few days i really very tired...need to go college...then rush home brought he to doctor...then rush back home cant he cant sit in the car too long...at home me and mum take care of him...see what he need or talk to him...i see him pain until i also feel like crying...but i cant cry in front of him...

almost one week he sick...now my turn to sick...i dunno whats wrong with my body...always felt '刺痛‘ on my back...very uncomfortable...and from morning woke up headache until night...last a few days already...then at night cant sleep well...everyday woke up 3 4 times...whahts wrong with me...

wonderful day!!!

yesterday damn nice ma...what awesome day...haha...yesterday was IB lunch at (i dunno the name) hotel...quite fun cause can meet all old friends...and the (lucky draw)...haha...i got a box of chocolate...we talk,we laugh so happy...

next round i went to mid to meet lagi old friends...haha...there around 18 swimmers plus two coach...it was really nice to meet them...first i thought only a few people but end up 18...damn cool man...our table was the most noisy one...haha...and we celebrated macha and shahir birthday...all this i dunno until i reach there...then we changed location...we went to pub...i din order anything cause i dun feel like drinking alcohol in the afternoon...but i still need to...cause the guys keep bully my friends so i help my friend drink...haih!? i dunno what the hell is that but quite nice...and.....my face very hot and red...lucky there was dark and very hard to see...haha...we making fun there talk talk...about 6 my family came then i need to go next round...

today is my father birthday so our whole family had dinner at yuzu yesterday...before that my cousin said this restaurant very nice...but for me ok ok lo...not very nice not very bad la...what i knew is damn expensive...and i need to pay...(want to cry)...Happy Birthday to my Daddy!!!

thats all la...very happy to see my old friends...all about 5-6 years din meet liaw...so fun...to be continue feb 5...hahaha...

Happy New Year!!!

ok,happy new year to my family and all my friends...

erm,in 2010 can say is my important year la...got happy got sad...but i cant remember all la...i will list out what i remember...

1. Sukma...this is my 4 times swim sukma...sukma 2010 is my most happy and last sukma...happy because i got good result and i really really enjoy this time...i miss every single thing happen during sukma...i will never forget it...thanks to all my dear friends...

2. college again...yes,i continue back my college again...actually i dun really like it but i will still enjoy it...

3. my best friends present...erm,i used about 3months plan and 2 weeks to make a dvd for her...darling,wish you happy in 2011...forget all the sad thing happen in 2010 k...you promise me one...

4. retired swimming...ok,after sukma i retired already...but i still miss swimming ALOT...

5. my other best friend...i know after we quit swimming,you miss us alot...i also miss you very much...and i know you got alot of thing to tell me...i promise you one day go out then we can talk lo k...

6.ok,this is the most sad thing in 2010...oct 22 i will never forget this day...selina injured...because of this i cried dunno how many day...i really really sad...when i knew this news my heart like break...i dunno why i so sad...maybe you all will think that 'need or not o'...but i really care about her...i keep at the news about her...wish her get well soon...

7. this quite funny la...i knew a guy and we din really talk to each other...but i got some weird feeling...haha...anyway,this not that important...

ok,all this i can remember now...if i remember other i will write down here...
Happy New Year 2011 everyone!!!

Boring!!!

i so long din blog liaw...erm,alot of thing happened...ok,i finish my exam long long time ago...and now i having holiday until jan 17...

i so boring at home...everyday wake up eat then dunno do what then eat then sleep...i feel like training but i scared other people will say something...so now when i free then go pool for while la...

haiya,i dunno what to write la...wish me luck...