almost 3 months i din write blog...maybe i too lazy or i felt boring to write...of cause in this 3 months alot of thing had happen...but i cant remember its...i will try to refresh back and write it out...my last blog was May then i start with June la...
June...After Malaysia Open the next competition was Sukan Wilayah...and i got my exam result...im happy that i passed...Sukan Wilayah was ok...i got 10 golds and 1 silver and 11 records...i should happy with this right...but no...i swam so many events and i try so hard to get all the gold medal...but still i cant get the overall for the games...only for swimming...this was my last year can join this game...i was so so upset with this...i lost because of 1 sukma record...i swam 11 events in two days...and i was so tired...other thing made me upset was i cant made all the good record...im sure next Sukan Wilayah my record all gone...i was so upset and angry...so i din go training for more then one week...because of this my body was injurd...i very hard to go up now...in studies i change my college campus to other campus...KD was too far for me...i was tired everyday used 1 hour went there...now i change to subang jaya...after Mini Olympic i will start my studies...
July...this was the most boring month...no competition no studies...but got two days was special...one was Nadia birthday...and one more was my dear second sister birthday...me and ling made a big big card for her...actually not me and ling...was only ling made all the think...i just wrote something...hope jun you like it...then the others day were so boring...everyday training and stayed at home doing nothing...the only i do was how to make myself brove to tell him i love him...almost everyday i want to msg him and tell him...and i saw him everyday on msn...nothing i can do...something sad were happen in this month...i got two friends broke up...i felt sorry to them...love is always make people sad...
August...this also a competition month...Mini Olympic in this month...i only qualified two events...but both events i also cant swam good...i had train for so long my body still felt tired and heavy...my stamina still haven recovery yet...100fly still can maintain...200fly i deprove 3 second...before 200fly my body very tight...this was the first time i felt so tight during my competition...i was so sad about it...because i gave myself a promise that if i got any medal i will msg him and tell him everything...i really hope i can get medal...but i din get any...i was so stupid...anyway,coach went back china until sept 11...in the 3 week she let me relax and do more gym...she said after she come back will training hard until sukma...hope i can tahan...and i will continue my studies next month...
i love you K...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Finally Finish Malaysia Open...
this year malaysia open was normal...but i knew alot of new friends from hong kong...even i din really talk with them...i like their name...very nice...
ok,now is my result part...all my timing 'deprove'...ALL...i dunno what the hell i swimming...all deprove one or two second...actually i should happy,before comp i sick very long and i din really train hard cause my leg injurded...but dunno why i still felt not happy...everyone told me 'is ok,your timing very good liaw'...coach also felt happy with my result,only myself...
now i can comfirm that i cant go sea games...until now only daniel and cai lin qualified...what should i do now?
here i want to say sorry to some people i ignored that day...i really sorry...that day i felt very unhappy because of my timing...sorry for let you all worry...anyway,thanks for care about me...even i went home for so long my family din asked me once about my comp...only my mum called me everyday during comp...the most angry one was my brother's girlfriend saw me also asked me how my comp...damn it...wtf!!!
wish me luck for next target...
ok,now is my result part...all my timing 'deprove'...ALL...i dunno what the hell i swimming...all deprove one or two second...actually i should happy,before comp i sick very long and i din really train hard cause my leg injurded...but dunno why i still felt not happy...everyone told me 'is ok,your timing very good liaw'...coach also felt happy with my result,only myself...
now i can comfirm that i cant go sea games...until now only daniel and cai lin qualified...what should i do now?
here i want to say sorry to some people i ignored that day...i really sorry...that day i felt very unhappy because of my timing...sorry for let you all worry...anyway,thanks for care about me...even i went home for so long my family din asked me once about my comp...only my mum called me everyday during comp...the most angry one was my brother's girlfriend saw me also asked me how my comp...damn it...wtf!!!
wish me luck for next target...
Thursday, April 23, 2009
worst comp=NAG
finally finish comp and also my exam...past few days was so so damn stress...not only comp and exam stress me...something happen during comp...
before comp i already kena lecture by my family...now this thing happen and make me feel like want to give up my swimming life...somemore i din get good result in NAG...all the timing deprove...maybe i no mood to swim la...or even i got mood also cant swim well...haih!?now i still thinking want to join Malaysia Open or not...if yes,i need to train for it...if no,then i think i will just stop swimming...i told my mum today that now i training so hard is to hit my target Sea Games...i hope i can join sea games once before i retired...now they need swimmer for 200 fly...if i want i think very hard la...sea games on nov or dec...but need to qualify through malaysia open...from now to malaysia open not more than one month...i dun think i can make it...the only chance is if i win M and M...still thinking...
exam lagi teruk...i study very hard and momerize all the notes but went in the hall forgot everything...i also dunno whats wrong with me...the funny thing was i exam half way i suddenly think of you...i mean K...suddenly miss you very much...then the one whole day thinking of you...you la...make me cant force on my exam...haih!?but seriously,i really miss you very much...
normally,i will cut my hair before comp...this time same,i cut my hair last wed...from half long to short...new hairstyle...i was shock after i cut it...lucky my family said ok and look younger...but until now i still not yet biasa short hair...
now i thinking i want to send a mail to you...i already know what to write to you...just want to see i dare to send or not...maybe yes maybe no...just wait la...
anyway,want to sleep liaw...woke up very early today...
nitenite...
before comp i already kena lecture by my family...now this thing happen and make me feel like want to give up my swimming life...somemore i din get good result in NAG...all the timing deprove...maybe i no mood to swim la...or even i got mood also cant swim well...haih!?now i still thinking want to join Malaysia Open or not...if yes,i need to train for it...if no,then i think i will just stop swimming...i told my mum today that now i training so hard is to hit my target Sea Games...i hope i can join sea games once before i retired...now they need swimmer for 200 fly...if i want i think very hard la...sea games on nov or dec...but need to qualify through malaysia open...from now to malaysia open not more than one month...i dun think i can make it...the only chance is if i win M and M...still thinking...
exam lagi teruk...i study very hard and momerize all the notes but went in the hall forgot everything...i also dunno whats wrong with me...the funny thing was i exam half way i suddenly think of you...i mean K...suddenly miss you very much...then the one whole day thinking of you...you la...make me cant force on my exam...haih!?but seriously,i really miss you very much...
normally,i will cut my hair before comp...this time same,i cut my hair last wed...from half long to short...new hairstyle...i was shock after i cut it...lucky my family said ok and look younger...but until now i still not yet biasa short hair...
now i thinking i want to send a mail to you...i already know what to write to you...just want to see i dare to send or not...maybe yes maybe no...just wait la...
anyway,want to sleep liaw...woke up very early today...
nitenite...
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Lazy!!!
haiyo,so lazy now la...but only in study...still got about 2 weeks exam liaw...just after NAG then the next day exam...somemore two subject in one day le...want to die lo...cant rest...im sure i wont go training that day...then other paper in wednesday...so tuesday i also wont go training...can skip two day training...haha...
haih!?now i look at the notes i feel very sleepy...although i woke up at 10 this morning...dunno why i always feel very sleepy in the afternoon...i slept early at night and woke up quick late in the morning...maybe i really tired la...training is getting hard this few days...actually programme not many...but i swam a few set then i start tired liaw and my muscle very tight...plus my stupid hand and leg pain...i only feel my right hand pain when i pull fly and my left leg pain while i do kicking or sprinting la...
seriously,i dun like study...i rather go work...but my bro and sis said better study...now very hard to find job...plus i only after spm...haih!?
anyway,i will think about it again...
haih!?now i look at the notes i feel very sleepy...although i woke up at 10 this morning...dunno why i always feel very sleepy in the afternoon...i slept early at night and woke up quick late in the morning...maybe i really tired la...training is getting hard this few days...actually programme not many...but i swam a few set then i start tired liaw and my muscle very tight...plus my stupid hand and leg pain...i only feel my right hand pain when i pull fly and my left leg pain while i do kicking or sprinting la...
seriously,i dun like study...i rather go work...but my bro and sis said better study...now very hard to find job...plus i only after spm...haih!?
anyway,i will think about it again...
Monday, March 16, 2009
What a stupid day...
actually i want to write something about saturday...ya,that day really very fun...i really enjoy that day...but now i have no mood to talk about it...when i ok i will write about it again...
why i said today is a stupid day??because Tom is dead...Tom is a hamster...today i brought my cousin see doctor...when i reach home i walked pass and i saw it not moving...it just lie there without moving...i look properly...it dead...i cant believe it and i sat there and waited it moving...i sat there almost five min...but it still not moving...my tear was dropping...i cant control and i keep calling it name...i cried...but it still not moving...why??i hate myself not taking good care of it...it hate myself not play or talk with it...now it dead...and i only can sat there and cry...im a stupid fucking master...
i look at it dead body i cant stop crying...my heart very pain now...
16 March 2009,230pm,Tom is dead.......
why i said today is a stupid day??because Tom is dead...Tom is a hamster...today i brought my cousin see doctor...when i reach home i walked pass and i saw it not moving...it just lie there without moving...i look properly...it dead...i cant believe it and i sat there and waited it moving...i sat there almost five min...but it still not moving...my tear was dropping...i cant control and i keep calling it name...i cried...but it still not moving...why??i hate myself not taking good care of it...it hate myself not play or talk with it...now it dead...and i only can sat there and cry...im a stupid fucking master...
i look at it dead body i cant stop crying...my heart very pain now...
16 March 2009,230pm,Tom is dead.......
Friday, March 6, 2009
My Muscle!!!
Damn!?my muscle is damn pain now...i cant straight my hand now...plus Sick...haih!?i think i too rajin to do gym that day...now i sit,sleep,eat also very hard...if want to take something on the top,sorry i cant help you...now typing also pain...must sat higher then less pain...
Erm,sorry ling...wednesday no training so cant give you your present...then yesterday i sick liaw...i will give you today k...sorry for the late present...i took very long time to make it o...hope you like it...if too ugly then tell me la...i give you other present...you choose i buy k...
ok,cant write liaw...my hand cant tahan liaw...and i want to eat lunch...
byebye...
Erm,sorry ling...wednesday no training so cant give you your present...then yesterday i sick liaw...i will give you today k...sorry for the late present...i took very long time to make it o...hope you like it...if too ugly then tell me la...i give you other present...you choose i buy k...
ok,cant write liaw...my hand cant tahan liaw...and i want to eat lunch...
byebye...
Sunday, March 1, 2009
what i have done??
prakl was finish...some people happy some people sad...i happy because someone improve and i not happy in alot of thing...i wont write it here...
prakl i worked in control room...i have to check the result and print it out...if anything wrong then i die...luckily not thing happen...this is the first time i control the computer...but quit boring la...cant watch them swim...of cause sometime i dun care just went out and wacth...then only i run in and check...
tomorrow start training liaw...for you all la...me everyday also got training...tomorrow training 6 and jogging...seriously,i hate jogging...thats why my leg not good...i need to do alot of gym now...since i started training,everyday my muscle also pain...sometime i pain until cant sleep at night...i hope after i do gym will be better and can training more...i want my water feeling back before nag...i dun want malu myself in nag...
anyway,i dun want to write now...
i dun think my mood will ok tomorrow...i want to say sorry if i make anyone angry today or tomorrow...
please dun talk to me tomorrow...
prakl i worked in control room...i have to check the result and print it out...if anything wrong then i die...luckily not thing happen...this is the first time i control the computer...but quit boring la...cant watch them swim...of cause sometime i dun care just went out and wacth...then only i run in and check...
tomorrow start training liaw...for you all la...me everyday also got training...tomorrow training 6 and jogging...seriously,i hate jogging...thats why my leg not good...i need to do alot of gym now...since i started training,everyday my muscle also pain...sometime i pain until cant sleep at night...i hope after i do gym will be better and can training more...i want my water feeling back before nag...i dun want malu myself in nag...
anyway,i dun want to write now...
i dun think my mood will ok tomorrow...i want to say sorry if i make anyone angry today or tomorrow...
please dun talk to me tomorrow...
Friday, February 20, 2009
I'am Down...
why all my titles always moody,stress,down or something not happy??cause not many happy stuff happen to me...this few days the happy thing was i went out with my old friends and i knew one new friend from AUS...then no more happy mood...i think not only me...i knew today got someone not happy...
why i down today??i was think in the pool just now...the answer is dunno...even take out my heart and see also dunno why i feel my heart is bleeding...i feel that i will 'beng kui' soon...so please becareful...i also dunno what will happen...and please take care of me also...i scared i do something to myself...just now i almost accident...normally i drove home took 25-30 min...today i used almost 20min...im not in the rush...but i like the feeling of driving fast...expecialy when i not happy...in pool got two people realize that im sad and down...izzit because of ling?yes,abit...the other reason i know is i cant swim well...i hate to follew behind...i hate to keep asking other people go first cause i too slow...i hate i cant finish and tahan the program...this few days the program were very easy...but i felt very tired...now nag change to shah alam...if comfirm got open mean i must swim...now i train like shit how to go competition??i swim also memalukan diri and the state...i train until that day if i still cant swim well i wont join the competition...i better train hard and swim well in malaysia open...
why i down today??i was think in the pool just now...the answer is dunno...even take out my heart and see also dunno why i feel my heart is bleeding...i feel that i will 'beng kui' soon...so please becareful...i also dunno what will happen...and please take care of me also...i scared i do something to myself...just now i almost accident...normally i drove home took 25-30 min...today i used almost 20min...im not in the rush...but i like the feeling of driving fast...expecialy when i not happy...in pool got two people realize that im sad and down...izzit because of ling?yes,abit...the other reason i know is i cant swim well...i hate to follew behind...i hate to keep asking other people go first cause i too slow...i hate i cant finish and tahan the program...this few days the program were very easy...but i felt very tired...now nag change to shah alam...if comfirm got open mean i must swim...now i train like shit how to go competition??i swim also memalukan diri and the state...i train until that day if i still cant swim well i wont join the competition...i better train hard and swim well in malaysia open...
i was regret i din went shah alam today...maybe i went also cant change or help anything...but at least im beside you my dear friend...hey dear,cheep up k...you still got prakl...im sure prakl you can swim better than msss...of cause in msss you also not bad...got improve also ma...then prakl improve again lo...prakl i will there and always cheer for you and jun...i hope both of you can do well in prakl...
can anyone make me cry??now i very jealous the people who can cry easily...i feel like crying but i cant make my tear come out...it just make my heart more pain until i cant breath...am i stupid??why i always make myself suffer??i know no one will care about me...and i wont tell anyone about this...so i wrote it here to make myself better...except some people who read my blog...
anyway,i want to sleep now...i dun want to sleep late again...
cheer up my dear friend
miss you K...
Sunday, February 15, 2009
stress!!!
i went college took my result yesterday...the result not bad...but i still worry about my other exam and scared i cant go nat...can i dun want exam and go for the compertition??i dun want study liaw...i dun like...i want to go work...
now not only my study stress...training also stress now...stupid la...not enough time...i still cant get my water feeling yet...when i can get it back?when can i swim like before sukma?i want win someone then only i can join the game i target to go...yesterday i cant swim well...i swam half way i started cant breath...i try to control my breathing...it getting better but the last program i cant swim...the program was so easy and i cant follow...i hate myself why i cant tahan...if i tahan that day than i will get my feeling faster...seriously,i cried that day after training...luckily someone made me happy...i dun want coach know i cried...sure she will scold me one...
i target myself...i give myself until msss...i must get back my water feeling...of cause not the feeling before sukma...i knew this very diffecult...i can follow the program then can liaw...then after that only target more...coach ask me to relax but i dun think i can...i try la...'during nat i will get the target you want me to hit' (if i can go)...if not then malaysia open la...just one month after nat...
yesterday was valentine's day...i wish everyone happy valentine...of cause the most important person also...i dunno your valentine happy or not...for me is suck...cause you are not with me...anything la...i already biasa myself...you are just my dream...my dream will never be come true...
anyway,training tomorrow...sleep liaw...
nitenite...
miss you K...
now not only my study stress...training also stress now...stupid la...not enough time...i still cant get my water feeling yet...when i can get it back?when can i swim like before sukma?i want win someone then only i can join the game i target to go...yesterday i cant swim well...i swam half way i started cant breath...i try to control my breathing...it getting better but the last program i cant swim...the program was so easy and i cant follow...i hate myself why i cant tahan...if i tahan that day than i will get my feeling faster...seriously,i cried that day after training...luckily someone made me happy...i dun want coach know i cried...sure she will scold me one...
i target myself...i give myself until msss...i must get back my water feeling...of cause not the feeling before sukma...i knew this very diffecult...i can follow the program then can liaw...then after that only target more...coach ask me to relax but i dun think i can...i try la...'during nat i will get the target you want me to hit' (if i can go)...if not then malaysia open la...just one month after nat...
yesterday was valentine's day...i wish everyone happy valentine...of cause the most important person also...i dunno your valentine happy or not...for me is suck...cause you are not with me...anything la...i already biasa myself...you are just my dream...my dream will never be come true...
anyway,training tomorrow...sleep liaw...
nitenite...
miss you K...
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Hard training started!!!
holy S***...damn tired o...yesterday i want to sleep early...but i do this do that then read book until very late...i slept at 3 again...haih!?then today i want to go pool early because of some reason...i woke up 9 then reached pool at 10...i went there straight away kena training...what the hell man...(but i like)...hehe...coach gave me 3800k only...3(5x200) im,fly,free...i finish all le...dun play play...haha...
congrate to gin yu...seriouly you very geng lo...almost beat joshua...jia yo o...training hard sure can win him next time...haha...this competition all deprove except some of them...never mind people...keep training hard sure can improve in others competition...they finish competition then me and sel got training...afternoon programme like hell...5800k...main programme were 2(2x400) fly,free and 2(16x50) 8fly, 8free (for me)...16x50 i swam until want to die liaw...damn tired o...i swam 400 already want to pengsan liaw...then 16x50 sprinting lagi...luckily i din pengsan in the pool (almost)...when i walked also cant walked straight line...while i driving i cant breath properly...now i still cant breath smoothly...but i like the feeling like this...mean i really try my best to training...
hope i water feeling fasrter come back...coach told me if i hardworking and training hard i can do my best time in NAG...i dunno can or not la...but i trust coach...and i will try my best and training hard...jia yo to myself...haha...
ok,cant tahan liaw...want to sleep...
Good Night...
I love K...
congrate to gin yu...seriouly you very geng lo...almost beat joshua...jia yo o...training hard sure can win him next time...haha...this competition all deprove except some of them...never mind people...keep training hard sure can improve in others competition...they finish competition then me and sel got training...afternoon programme like hell...5800k...main programme were 2(2x400) fly,free and 2(16x50) 8fly, 8free (for me)...16x50 i swam until want to die liaw...damn tired o...i swam 400 already want to pengsan liaw...then 16x50 sprinting lagi...luckily i din pengsan in the pool (almost)...when i walked also cant walked straight line...while i driving i cant breath properly...now i still cant breath smoothly...but i like the feeling like this...mean i really try my best to training...
hope i water feeling fasrter come back...coach told me if i hardworking and training hard i can do my best time in NAG...i dunno can or not la...but i trust coach...and i will try my best and training hard...jia yo to myself...haha...
ok,cant tahan liaw...want to sleep...
Good Night...
I love K...
Monday, February 9, 2009
Getting Better...
erm,i think my mood is getting better...i try very hard to not thinking of him...but sometime i will still think of him...i already try my best...hope can will never think of him again...
ok,friday coach told me that national age group now have open...that mean i have to join...i was worry about it...because i only have 2 month to train and i scared it crash my exam time...now i only hope the competition is after my exam...then i can enjoy my competition...the competition is at tengganu...is damn damn far...better dun sit van again...me and ling cant tahan liaw...bus is the best...more fun...then can watch movie also...if not sure boring until gila like last time sukma...please give me luck...dun crash my exam...
msskl is coming soon...i will go watch and train double that two day...really not enough time for me to train liaw...i want to win someone that only i can join the big competition...my target is Malaysia Open,of cause NAG also important...wish i can do well in this two competition...i will train hard...next week i think my water feeling can come back la...february got many competition...so i wish you all good luck here...for msskl swimmers,msss swimmers and prakl swimmers...except msss i cant go watch...others i will be there to cheer for you all...Good Luck...
ok,i want to make myself sleep la...
Good Luck and good night...
i love you K...
ok,friday coach told me that national age group now have open...that mean i have to join...i was worry about it...because i only have 2 month to train and i scared it crash my exam time...now i only hope the competition is after my exam...then i can enjoy my competition...the competition is at tengganu...is damn damn far...better dun sit van again...me and ling cant tahan liaw...bus is the best...more fun...then can watch movie also...if not sure boring until gila like last time sukma...please give me luck...dun crash my exam...
msskl is coming soon...i will go watch and train double that two day...really not enough time for me to train liaw...i want to win someone that only i can join the big competition...my target is Malaysia Open,of cause NAG also important...wish i can do well in this two competition...i will train hard...next week i think my water feeling can come back la...february got many competition...so i wish you all good luck here...for msskl swimmers,msss swimmers and prakl swimmers...except msss i cant go watch...others i will be there to cheer for you all...Good Luck...
ok,i want to make myself sleep la...
Good Luck and good night...
i love you K...
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Continue or Forget?
what should i do??i dunno...he just keep appear in my head...all my mind is just him...'shoot'!!!
yesterday i started back training and i thought i can sleep early but cant...i felt very tired but i cant sleep...still slept at 430...maybe i not enough tired...i will try to make myself more tired in training tomorrow...
i really very tired liaw...if can i hope i never knew him...so that i wont so moody because of him...but i wont let other people know what happen to me...i wont let other people know about me...i will act like nothing in front of everyone...i like to keep all my thing in my heart...this is me...maybe time can help me to decide what i should do...continue or forget???
now training is the only thing can make me happy and release strees and moody...i will try my best to training hard and have good result in Malaysia Open this may...and i will try to change my orang cacat life to normal healthy life...
anyway,still the same
i love you K...
yesterday i started back training and i thought i can sleep early but cant...i felt very tired but i cant sleep...still slept at 430...maybe i not enough tired...i will try to make myself more tired in training tomorrow...
i really very tired liaw...if can i hope i never knew him...so that i wont so moody because of him...but i wont let other people know what happen to me...i wont let other people know about me...i will act like nothing in front of everyone...i like to keep all my thing in my heart...this is me...maybe time can help me to decide what i should do...continue or forget???
now training is the only thing can make me happy and release strees and moody...i will try my best to training hard and have good result in Malaysia Open this may...and i will try to change my orang cacat life to normal healthy life...
anyway,still the same
i love you K...
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Still Moody like Hell!!!
i really need someone to help me...i cant tahan liaw...i try to make myself tired no use,i make myself drunk no use...i still cant forget him...why??i knew me and him no chance,is 0%...but i cant control myself to stop thinking of him...this is the first time i love someone so much and so serious...i dun dare to let him know...cause i dun trust myself...even he know also no use...im sure he dun like me...
last time i dun believe in 'yi jian zhong qing'...now i believe la...since the first time i saw him in 2006...i already like him...until now...in this two years i talked with him not more then 10 words...if talk also not face to face...just msg or msn...got one time we having english class together...he sat beside me...i felt so happy and my heart jump very fast...i din pay attention to the lecture...the class only 2 hours...then we din sat together again...everytime having class together i also cant pay attention...i always looking at him in the 2 hours class...
i always early to class and wait him to come...if cant see him i felt very down...once he came in i will looking at him until class finish...he always act very funny...he taste not bad...always wear very cool and 'ying' shirt...he looked very handsome when he wear long sleeve shirt...especially black colour...
haih!?now no more chance to see him liaw...he already finish study...now i only can see him in his facebook or msn...
sorry i sleep late again...i already try but still...
better stop la...
i love you K...
last time i dun believe in 'yi jian zhong qing'...now i believe la...since the first time i saw him in 2006...i already like him...until now...in this two years i talked with him not more then 10 words...if talk also not face to face...just msg or msn...got one time we having english class together...he sat beside me...i felt so happy and my heart jump very fast...i din pay attention to the lecture...the class only 2 hours...then we din sat together again...everytime having class together i also cant pay attention...i always looking at him in the 2 hours class...
i always early to class and wait him to come...if cant see him i felt very down...once he came in i will looking at him until class finish...he always act very funny...he taste not bad...always wear very cool and 'ying' shirt...he looked very handsome when he wear long sleeve shirt...especially black colour...
haih!?now no more chance to see him liaw...he already finish study...now i only can see him in his facebook or msn...
sorry i sleep late again...i already try but still...
better stop la...
i love you K...
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Moody...
haih!?dunno why this few i felt like no mood...and i slept very late...about 4 every night...damn...i dun want like this...but i realy cant sleep...every night i lying on my bed more than 3 to 4 hour...still cant sleep...then morning woke up at 12...make my life so teruk...haih!?
i went out with my friends yesterday...went sri petaling dinner...then went to movie...actually we din planned to movie...but too boring and dun want go home so early...so we watched yes man...that movie really funny...but ok la...we finished about 1...then i fetched my friends home...i din feel sleepy...so i went to online...until 4 again then i finally can sleep...shoot man...this is not healthy and not good for my training...
i gonna start training soon...i want to start next week...but i need to help my uncle fetch kahyan home from bj...cause im the only one who free and know driving...haih!?so i have to start after new year la...i scared not enough time for me...plus i saw SAG result...alot of people improve...i must train hard liaw...i hope i can hit my target...i will let coach look at it and hope she can give me some comment...
today i went training...the program was ok...6x400,6x200,6x100...i swam fly for 400 and 200...100 i swam free...cause my hand started pain again...when i go back train...i wont care about it liaw...see doctor so long liaw still pain...i have not enough time...even if pain also i will continue without complain...i must tahan...coach always said that...christina told me today her sister maybe coming back train...it was so funny...suddenly so many people came back to train...i knew one already three people...but it was good to see you all again...
i kept continue one song this few days...i felt very sad everytime i listened that song...but i like it...i love that song every much...it can made me cried...everytime i listened i cried...after cried i felt better...but the next day came back again...haih!?the reason i moody and cried is..........
sorry i cant write it here...only a few people can know it...
anyway,i try to sleep early today...cause tomorrow need to wake up early...
love...
i went out with my friends yesterday...went sri petaling dinner...then went to movie...actually we din planned to movie...but too boring and dun want go home so early...so we watched yes man...that movie really funny...but ok la...we finished about 1...then i fetched my friends home...i din feel sleepy...so i went to online...until 4 again then i finally can sleep...shoot man...this is not healthy and not good for my training...
i gonna start training soon...i want to start next week...but i need to help my uncle fetch kahyan home from bj...cause im the only one who free and know driving...haih!?so i have to start after new year la...i scared not enough time for me...plus i saw SAG result...alot of people improve...i must train hard liaw...i hope i can hit my target...i will let coach look at it and hope she can give me some comment...
today i went training...the program was ok...6x400,6x200,6x100...i swam fly for 400 and 200...100 i swam free...cause my hand started pain again...when i go back train...i wont care about it liaw...see doctor so long liaw still pain...i have not enough time...even if pain also i will continue without complain...i must tahan...coach always said that...christina told me today her sister maybe coming back train...it was so funny...suddenly so many people came back to train...i knew one already three people...but it was good to see you all again...
i kept continue one song this few days...i felt very sad everytime i listened that song...but i like it...i love that song every much...it can made me cried...everytime i listened i cried...after cried i felt better...but the next day came back again...haih!?the reason i moody and cried is..........
sorry i cant write it here...only a few people can know it...
anyway,i try to sleep early today...cause tomorrow need to wake up early...
love...
Monday, January 12, 2009
Dad birthday...
saturday jan 10 was my dad birthday...we had dinner with him...i din bought anything to him...cause he cant celebrate...but he was very happy that day...
the next day i have to go training...i suppost to sleep early...we went home about 1...then i slept at 230...i thought i can be very sleepy cause i drank alot...but dunno why i cant feel anything...haha...i very geng o...when i woke up the next day i feel very sleepy...i only sleep about 3 and half hour...lucky no hard progrom...if not sure die lo...hehe...
after training i straight went to mid...i reach there about 1030...i fetched jun also...she went there then change her clothes...seriously,she looked really pretty with the clothes she wear that day...everyone also said that...but sometime bad happen...i dun want to talk here...just cheep up k...dun thing so much...during the lunch was very boring...just like last year...then jeremy was do something very funny...he made the ice-cream as big as the tennis ball (almost la) and ate...we can saw some smoke came out from his month...i think it was very cool and sure he headacha...after that he hyper liaw...he add something inside the ais kacang and dare me to drink it...i drank then he drank also...after that he keep adding thing inside and we drank it...only me,jeremy,and raymond dare to drink it...it was fun...but dunno today they stomacha or not...im ok...hehe...ling din went because her cousin birthday...haih!?miss her...
after that they all went home...i brought jun to the place her parent waiting...then i went starbucks with macha...we talk alot there...the funny thing was many people were looking at us...while we walking,while we sat in starbucks...what the ....but it quit fun...cause i long time din see him liaw...we talked from 430 to 6...after that we walked around then 630 we went back...i was damn tired until i dun feel like eat dinner...but i still slept at 1230...
i feel like going back to training...i look fat in the photo...i want keep fit for chinese new year...okla,still have to think again...
miss you K...
cheep up dear...(you know who)
the next day i have to go training...i suppost to sleep early...we went home about 1...then i slept at 230...i thought i can be very sleepy cause i drank alot...but dunno why i cant feel anything...haha...i very geng o...when i woke up the next day i feel very sleepy...i only sleep about 3 and half hour...lucky no hard progrom...if not sure die lo...hehe...
after training i straight went to mid...i reach there about 1030...i fetched jun also...she went there then change her clothes...seriously,she looked really pretty with the clothes she wear that day...everyone also said that...but sometime bad happen...i dun want to talk here...just cheep up k...dun thing so much...during the lunch was very boring...just like last year...then jeremy was do something very funny...he made the ice-cream as big as the tennis ball (almost la) and ate...we can saw some smoke came out from his month...i think it was very cool and sure he headacha...after that he hyper liaw...he add something inside the ais kacang and dare me to drink it...i drank then he drank also...after that he keep adding thing inside and we drank it...only me,jeremy,and raymond dare to drink it...it was fun...but dunno today they stomacha or not...im ok...hehe...ling din went because her cousin birthday...haih!?miss her...
after that they all went home...i brought jun to the place her parent waiting...then i went starbucks with macha...we talk alot there...the funny thing was many people were looking at us...while we walking,while we sat in starbucks...what the ....but it quit fun...cause i long time din see him liaw...we talked from 430 to 6...after that we walked around then 630 we went back...i was damn tired until i dun feel like eat dinner...but i still slept at 1230...
i feel like going back to training...i look fat in the photo...i want keep fit for chinese new year...okla,still have to think again...
miss you K...
cheep up dear...(you know who)
Friday, January 9, 2009
....
i dunno what to put in my title...put happy or sad?i dunno...now is very late liaw...i should sleep liaw...but i dunno why i cant sleep...already a few days i slept at 3 something...today lagi teruk...
i just found my old friend yesterday...in facebook...long time din see him liaw...he was my (...)...dun tell anyone...it is very happy that i will be meet him soon...he back to training...and maybe he will go malaysia open...really cant wait to see him...
other thing was...i know you can settle it yourself...i cant give you any comment...cause both answer i gave also will hurt you very badly...so you must decide it yourself...so sorry that i cant help you...all i can help is just listen and listen...i will be your good listener...no matter what time or anywhere or what im doing...remember the most important thing is happy...i will always support you...
love you...
i just found my old friend yesterday...in facebook...long time din see him liaw...he was my (...)...dun tell anyone...it is very happy that i will be meet him soon...he back to training...and maybe he will go malaysia open...really cant wait to see him...
other thing was...i know you can settle it yourself...i cant give you any comment...cause both answer i gave also will hurt you very badly...so you must decide it yourself...so sorry that i cant help you...all i can help is just listen and listen...i will be your good listener...no matter what time or anywhere or what im doing...remember the most important thing is happy...i will always support you...
love you...
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
School Started liaw...
finally the long holiday was over...school started today...but for me is still the same...cause i no school no college...haha...very boring at home...all my friends were busy...i stayed at home doing nothing...haih!?
i went times square with my parent and auntie yesterday...my brother and sister were so shocked...cause i seldom went out during sunday...the reason i went there was teman my cousin bought clothes for chinese new year...but im the one who bought alot of things...haha...actually i went out was to find the jacket i saw in penang...the jacket brand is esprit (edc)...i went 1u, and other places also dun have...finally i saw it yesterday in times square...it was so nice and i like it very much...but then no size...shit la...and the price here was different with penang...here is so damn expensive...rm339...what the hell man...my parent said if like then buy la...then i think lucky no more size...if really buy liaw i will very sakit hati...is too expensive liaw...
then we walked to sungai wang for while...i bought a few pair of earing there...then we walked to pavilion...that time my leg was already pain and tired...so lazy to walk liaw...my mum scared my said from here walked to pavilion very very far,i was like what the hell...all this people gila one o...but no choise i must folllow them...i walk walk then suddenly i saw pavilion was just in front of me...i said like this far ka?i dunno i said it lound or the guy behind was too close...he said 'no far meh?very tired o'...i was looking at him and laught...so funny la...haha...first i went forever 21,i bought a jean then adidas and see the shoes my brother said very nice...in the end i bought a jacket and shoe...then i told my mum 'i think i one year wont go out and buy stuff again'...just in one day i used my dad about rm600...my mum scolded 'you not always buy stuff ma,one year also din buy one shirt,the stuffs are expensive but can last long ma'...i was haih!?...still the same wont go out in one year...
yesterday we from afternoon 2 shop until night 8...we went dinner near by there...i was damn hungry...i ate one bowl of porriage and 3/4 of rice...plus others food...geng le...haha...thats why i so fat...haih!?now no training liaw must control lo...if not i cant entry my house door lo...too fat...hehe...about 10 we reached home then watched tv,shower...i slept around 330...dunno why cant sleep...maybe too tired liaw...oh,today i started wear the foot levelers thingy...felt so uncomfortable...and always forgot to wear it...hope really can help me la...
ok,is time to sleep...
nitenite everyone and sweet dreams...
love you K...
i went times square with my parent and auntie yesterday...my brother and sister were so shocked...cause i seldom went out during sunday...the reason i went there was teman my cousin bought clothes for chinese new year...but im the one who bought alot of things...haha...actually i went out was to find the jacket i saw in penang...the jacket brand is esprit (edc)...i went 1u, and other places also dun have...finally i saw it yesterday in times square...it was so nice and i like it very much...but then no size...shit la...and the price here was different with penang...here is so damn expensive...rm339...what the hell man...my parent said if like then buy la...then i think lucky no more size...if really buy liaw i will very sakit hati...is too expensive liaw...
then we walked to sungai wang for while...i bought a few pair of earing there...then we walked to pavilion...that time my leg was already pain and tired...so lazy to walk liaw...my mum scared my said from here walked to pavilion very very far,i was like what the hell...all this people gila one o...but no choise i must folllow them...i walk walk then suddenly i saw pavilion was just in front of me...i said like this far ka?i dunno i said it lound or the guy behind was too close...he said 'no far meh?very tired o'...i was looking at him and laught...so funny la...haha...first i went forever 21,i bought a jean then adidas and see the shoes my brother said very nice...in the end i bought a jacket and shoe...then i told my mum 'i think i one year wont go out and buy stuff again'...just in one day i used my dad about rm600...my mum scolded 'you not always buy stuff ma,one year also din buy one shirt,the stuffs are expensive but can last long ma'...i was haih!?...still the same wont go out in one year...
yesterday we from afternoon 2 shop until night 8...we went dinner near by there...i was damn hungry...i ate one bowl of porriage and 3/4 of rice...plus others food...geng le...haha...thats why i so fat...haih!?now no training liaw must control lo...if not i cant entry my house door lo...too fat...hehe...about 10 we reached home then watched tv,shower...i slept around 330...dunno why cant sleep...maybe too tired liaw...oh,today i started wear the foot levelers thingy...felt so uncomfortable...and always forgot to wear it...hope really can help me la...
ok,is time to sleep...
nitenite everyone and sweet dreams...
love you K...
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Last Day...
haih!?today is my last day training...but only one month i stop la...or maybe totally stop...i still dunno yet...i was think if i stop swimming what i gonna do...i dun want study anymore...i decide after my april exam i stop...just for my next year sukma...if i really stop swimming liaw...then maybe i will go work...but i dun think my family let...haih!?so fan...
oh ya,yesterday i went out with my old friend...haha...really very old friend o...i knew her from kindergarten until now...she was my most best friend in school...haha...the funny think was the first time i went out with her was 2007 i think...watched 'Secret'...i felt very sorry to all my school friends...everytime want to go out i also not free...bacause i got training or other reason...haih!?sorry o all my school friends...i promis from now on i will try my best to go out with you all...i think it is quit fun go trip with you guys...haha...hope someday we can go trip...
erm,yesterday quit fun la...long time din see and we talked alot...we quit lucky also...we went movie 'IP man' at cheras selatan jusco...i already checked the movie was 945...so we went there about 9...cause we thought the movie was very long liaw and not many people watch...we still walked to the cinema slowly...when we saw the screen show there 'IP man 945 FULL'...then we were like shit man...why so many people watch one?damn la...but we still dun want give up...we went ask the guy still got seat or not...maybe some people booked liaw but din went there take...then that guy asked us wait until 930...so we worked around and went back there 930...Thank God!!!still got seat but was the third roll in front the screen...both of us looked at each other and told that guy ok together...it was so funny...finally we bought the ticket...we went in the cinema on time...inside the cinema really full liaw...the movie was very nice...before we went out i realize my phone was lost...then my friend found it under the seat...lucky!!!my phone lost never mind...the key chain cant lost...cause the key chain was very important to me...haha...some knew that...
then we went for supper...the place was just beside our primary school...that auntie very geng lo...our table not yet clean...when we want to order she thought we bil...what the...then she cook wrong for us...we want curry mee but she gave us normally mee soup...she memang haih...but the curry mee not bad...then we berbual-bual there...we talked alot man and very long there...now only i knew something that i dunno...our supper was so damn long...we ate from 12 until 130...damn geng o...it was so nice to talk with her...long time din talk like this liaw...hope we can go out again...miss you...
actually i planed to go training the next day (today la)...but i slept too late so cant wake up in the morning...this morning i woke up at 12...cause yesterday too tired liaw...morning 930 went for doctor then straight away went 1u until 5 went home...rest then had dinner in my auntie house...then 8 went out with friend again...2 only reached home...one whole day like non stop...tired like hell...lucky din go training...if not sure die in the pool...haha...
ya,thanks for agree to marry me...haha...i will decide when is our wedding ceremony...or both of you can give me some idea...haha...all this is just joking...dun take it so serious...haha...but it is very happy both of you like the card and the gift...i will keep our 'wedding key chain' nicely...haha...hope to see you soon...
hey jun and ling,i want to do 'something' very important...please give me power and support me...
ok,i want to think how to do the 'thing' liaw...hehe...
miss and love you guys...
K...
oh ya,yesterday i went out with my old friend...haha...really very old friend o...i knew her from kindergarten until now...she was my most best friend in school...haha...the funny think was the first time i went out with her was 2007 i think...watched 'Secret'...i felt very sorry to all my school friends...everytime want to go out i also not free...bacause i got training or other reason...haih!?sorry o all my school friends...i promis from now on i will try my best to go out with you all...i think it is quit fun go trip with you guys...haha...hope someday we can go trip...
erm,yesterday quit fun la...long time din see and we talked alot...we quit lucky also...we went movie 'IP man' at cheras selatan jusco...i already checked the movie was 945...so we went there about 9...cause we thought the movie was very long liaw and not many people watch...we still walked to the cinema slowly...when we saw the screen show there 'IP man 945 FULL'...then we were like shit man...why so many people watch one?damn la...but we still dun want give up...we went ask the guy still got seat or not...maybe some people booked liaw but din went there take...then that guy asked us wait until 930...so we worked around and went back there 930...Thank God!!!still got seat but was the third roll in front the screen...both of us looked at each other and told that guy ok together...it was so funny...finally we bought the ticket...we went in the cinema on time...inside the cinema really full liaw...the movie was very nice...before we went out i realize my phone was lost...then my friend found it under the seat...lucky!!!my phone lost never mind...the key chain cant lost...cause the key chain was very important to me...haha...some knew that...
then we went for supper...the place was just beside our primary school...that auntie very geng lo...our table not yet clean...when we want to order she thought we bil...what the...then she cook wrong for us...we want curry mee but she gave us normally mee soup...she memang haih...but the curry mee not bad...then we berbual-bual there...we talked alot man and very long there...now only i knew something that i dunno...our supper was so damn long...we ate from 12 until 130...damn geng o...it was so nice to talk with her...long time din talk like this liaw...hope we can go out again...miss you...
actually i planed to go training the next day (today la)...but i slept too late so cant wake up in the morning...this morning i woke up at 12...cause yesterday too tired liaw...morning 930 went for doctor then straight away went 1u until 5 went home...rest then had dinner in my auntie house...then 8 went out with friend again...2 only reached home...one whole day like non stop...tired like hell...lucky din go training...if not sure die in the pool...haha...
ya,thanks for agree to marry me...haha...i will decide when is our wedding ceremony...or both of you can give me some idea...haha...all this is just joking...dun take it so serious...haha...but it is very happy both of you like the card and the gift...i will keep our 'wedding key chain' nicely...haha...hope to see you soon...
hey jun and ling,i want to do 'something' very important...please give me power and support me...
ok,i want to think how to do the 'thing' liaw...hehe...
miss and love you guys...
K...
Thursday, January 1, 2009
happy new year to everyone!!!
New year liaw...haha...wish everyone have a great new year...good luck in 2009 and kick all the bad luck in 2008 away...hoho...sorry to the people i din wish,cause i scared my phone bill very teruk...haha...
ok,today is 1/1/09...the first day of 2009...we still got training...haha...everyone like no mood to train...actually i not going train in one month but some reason i need to go...because i got something to give to my two lovely sisters...hope both of you like it...anyway,is so happy to see both of you is ok...today i went training only can do kicking...cause my hand is still pain...i swam with ling in the 20m pool...cause both of us also injured...the most funny thing was jun...she din bring her swimsuit...so she need to borrow from me...haha...
erm,yesterday was normal...cause i din went out and celebrated...i stayed at home like usual...i no mood to countdown...my cousin said want to celebrated with us but he went home early...'zha dou'...i watched taiwan countdown party...SHE were there...they looked so pretty...but they only sang a few songs then they gone...so i din watched liaw...haha...guess what teman me countdown...it was Twilight...haha...passed 12 liaw i also dunno o...when i got msg then only i realize already 2009 liaw...haha...the book too nice until i dun want to stop...hehe...
ok,i want to continue read my Twilight liaw...haha...
once again,Happy New Year!!!
ok,today is 1/1/09...the first day of 2009...we still got training...haha...everyone like no mood to train...actually i not going train in one month but some reason i need to go...because i got something to give to my two lovely sisters...hope both of you like it...anyway,is so happy to see both of you is ok...today i went training only can do kicking...cause my hand is still pain...i swam with ling in the 20m pool...cause both of us also injured...the most funny thing was jun...she din bring her swimsuit...so she need to borrow from me...haha...
erm,yesterday was normal...cause i din went out and celebrated...i stayed at home like usual...i no mood to countdown...my cousin said want to celebrated with us but he went home early...'zha dou'...i watched taiwan countdown party...SHE were there...they looked so pretty...but they only sang a few songs then they gone...so i din watched liaw...haha...guess what teman me countdown...it was Twilight...haha...passed 12 liaw i also dunno o...when i got msg then only i realize already 2009 liaw...haha...the book too nice until i dun want to stop...hehe...
ok,i want to continue read my Twilight liaw...haha...
once again,Happy New Year!!!
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