Step Up 3D

OMG!!! Step Up 3D was damn damn nice...i love this movie very much man...what an awesomee movie...

(i begging you stop it please)

Saturday

saturday was the day i gave away my first time...dun think wrong people...still remember that competition between me,sis,and brother's gf...it was my first time cook dinner...i cook myself o...not everyone can eat...felt so good while my family said its nice...even my aunt also said nice...so sombong...haha...

after dinner then went movie with friends...i watched the last airbender...erm,that movie ok ok la...after that they went to my house and talked gossip...haha...felt so nice talking with them...guess what time i slept that day...answer was 3...OMG!!! damn tired...

(you pergi jauh jauh la...stop appear in my dreams)...

Please Stop

can you please stop showing you face on my home page??? i really very tired liaw...what you want me to do?? delete you?? block you?? i dunno what i can do...

my heart broken...it is so hard to get over you...

angry???

did i angry or hate someone before?? erm,this is a good question...
my answer is i dunno...haha...

very funny right...why i din angry someone for long le? maybe for a few days la,then i can talk to you like normal..hate lagi tak payah cakap la...dun like got la...but also for a few days...even my ex i also like normal friend...for other people maybe cant la...

can anyone tell me why???
i really want to know...

useless

me: you are useless...
me: who??
me: me??
me: yes,im a useless..
me: oh yes,100% agree...
me: even in my dream also told everyone im useless...

so the conclusion is im useless...

THE END

I'm too free

izzit i too free at home so that everyone also asked me to do thing for them?? i realized something funny and maybe abit sad la,for me...

erm,my mum phone cant on then my dad said later baby woke up ask her check it lo...ok,i woke up then i checked and i fixed it...mum want to burn vcd and she asked me to do it...ok,i burn for her...my aunt computer got problem then she asked me what happen...ok,i fixed it again...my uncle want to put song in his iphone,he asked me how...ok,i told him and helped him...grandmum not feeling well,me fetched her see doctor...cousin need to go tuition but no one fetch,me again...dinner cant finish,me again...my house if anything spoil or got problem,me again...even my family member went out buy something also want me went together...my mum can called me 100 times in one day...i too free or i'm genuis and i can make everything perfect???

all this were just a small part...i too lazy to write here,if i want to write i think i can write until tomorrow morning...i'm happy that they asked me to help them...that mean i'm an useful person...but if i not in the mood then sorry la...

Old liaw

i think i old liaw...very easy feel tired now...

yesterday i slept at 1130...then i woke up 930 this morning...need to fetch grandmum to see doctor...i reached home 130...i am damn tired and i not feeling well...my whole body very hot and headache...i went in to my room,lock the door,set my alarm...lied on the bed,then i dunno what happen liaw...i fall asleep in 2min...now you know how tired im...i set my alarm 430 but i lied on the bed until 5 something...once i stand up i felt dizzy and i saw black...my headache getting worse...pain until i no mood to had my dinner...then one whole night like blur blur...

better sleep now,i dun want to fall a sick...

Busy Week part 2

i went out 3 times in 5 days...watched 3 movies in 3 days...haha...first time so busy...

Wah!?so tired today...yesterday jun overnight my house then guess what time we slept...hehe...we slept at 5 then woke up at 10...so tired o...we went mid for movies...we watched two movies in one day...despicable me was so funny and cute...haha...then teman jun watched
inception again...my eye so tired o...almost fall asleep in the cinema...then we so unlucky cause two movies also got some stupid make noise beside us...stupid them...

ok,i think i better sleep now...tomorrow need to wake up early...

have a nice day

so happy to meet you today...thanks for the movie and dinner :)

busy week

yesterday very fun...went out with jun and we shop for one whole day...and my leg now damn pain and tired...plus just now yoga lagi...my leg like want to patah liaw...when the time we want to go back yesterday,it was raining...i need to walk back from pavi to ts cause my car park there...lucky rain not very heavy...but my whole body wet...then today not feeling very well...now ok abit...

erm,today afternoon i received a call...this call really made me shock...kenneth called and told me that he already in kl...so sudden le...then we msg so long...erm,actually what my feeling now le...ex-boyfriend asked to go out...the feeling so weird...maybe tomorrow will go out with him...really dunno what to talk about lo...so funny...whatever la...

go outside also very good...so that i no need stay at home and see my parent 'cold war'...dunno when they can stop...

My Family

my family are so weird...sometime you will see them very good...but sometime they were like argued something stupid...

yesterday my parent went dinner...so me,my sis,my bro and his gf went movie together...we watch inception...this was a happy thing right...but my sis and bro were complaining about dunno some small stuff...made my happy feeling all gone...seriously,i hate when both of them argued...dunno why they always argued...sometime i hope both of them dun meet so they wont argue...after reach home argued again,i straight away went in my room and lock myself in the room...so that i cant hear anything...after a while my bro and his gf went out with friends...my house peace for while...about 130 i almost fall asleep...my mum called and asked me to open door for her...then i already knew what will happen...she angry...cause my father not coming back with her...and i also knew tomorrow what will happen...

today i woke up i already can felt that something not good,something bad...im right...my mum was angry my father...lucky they not at home one whole day...so i no need to stand between them and dunno what to do...they one whole day din talk to each other liaw...i hate that too...dinner we ate at home cause parent want to watch tv...so just four of us ate on the table...then suddenly my bro suggested some funny thing...he said me,my sis,and his gf one person cook one day dinner...see who cook better...it just like a competition...who lose belanja dinner...everything must do ourselves...other people cant help cant disturb...we can cook whatever we want and all of us agreed...cause i think it must be very fun...my bro suppost to join but his hand broke so he cant play...and im the first one who cook...that day everyone must at home...now i had to think what to cook liaw...scared...

i think all the family also like this right...

Noise

OMG!!! i really cant tahan my brother liaw...he so damn noise man...keep singing in front of me...then walk here walk there non stop...somemore he repeat and repeat singing the same song...he sang not nice also...and all the lyric wrong...even my mum also cant tahan...

hope he faster get well then go work...everyday 5 shape sure watch movie one...lucky today my cousin came and teman him...if not sure he ask me teman him...haih!? really cant tahan lo...only 3 days i surrender liaw...now you know how noise he is...

Not Well

Not feeling well this few day...the funny thing is i dunno what i not feeling well...my physical or mental? just the whole body like...not comfortable...so weird...but no matter what...i will try to get well soon...i will try to control my thinking or feeling or whatever la...

im someone who always think negative...i like sunset,i like night time,i like raining day...all this show that i really a unhappy person...even if i happy also cant last long...this is one of my friends told me...i everyday show other my happy face...but you dunno what i feel inside...i also dunno...i really dun like this kind of feeling...always make me want to do something bad...need help...maybe in the future someone can help me...and i hope you are the one...

i will try to take care of myself...

Brother's home

brother finally can came home...kesian him cant do anything...and kesian me had to do everything for him...but never mind...he safety home then happy la...doctor said he need two months to recover...but rest two weeks then can work liaw...lucky now he work in office...and lucky he injured his left hand not right hand...

he at home very noise...keep called me help him do this do that...really cant tahan him...today only the first day le...still got two weeks how to tahan...but nice too...we talked a lot,lunch together,watch movie together...we so long din sat together watch movie...sometime i saw him felt very pain...made me also pain liaw...hope he can get well fast...

God Bless You Brother!!!

Busy Day

what a busy day today...woke up 1030 then straight away went to hospital to visit my brother...yesterday doctor said he can went home today...so we waited for doctor to come and approve him out...we waited from 1130 until 130 doctor still haven come...so me and my parent went sunway walked for while...about 4 we went back to hospital...still cant go home yet...but i need to go home early and rest...felt not well since yesterday...

i reached home 5 ate some biscuit then went yoga 745...today someone suppost to teman me...but she cant make it...so sad...she come on monday...

headache now...panadol plus beer what will happen??

Bad Days

im damn tired...i only slept 5 hours last two day...somemore need to go work for sport excel...saturday really bad day...about 1pm my mum called and told me my brother broke his hand and went in hospital...she was so worry and keep on ask me what to do,what to do...i also blur liaw and i try to calm her and myself down...i really wanted to go hospital that time...but i need to fetch people and go putrajaya...so i stayed at pool...but i cant concentraded on what im doing...i wrote the time wrong...i cant hear the time properly...i keep looking on my phone and waiting my mum to call me to tell me hows my brother...i felt so uncomfortable...then my mum called and said he already in the hospital and waiting for doctor...she told me he very pain...then my heard like bleeding...i started cried...luckily no one see...i tried to comfort myself...

then the meet finish 715...i need to shower at pool...then rush to putrajaya...i went home change car cause not enough seat and fetch kahyan...we reach there 830...then about 5min the VIP came in...our timing so good...wait for them speeched and watched the stupid video clip...and something happened...a small cockroach on my plate...WTH man...so stupid...suddenly my mum called and told my brother went in operation room law...about 1 hour can finish...that time already 930...mean he from this morning 1130 pain until 930...we went home about 11...mum called again that my brother haven come out...i really want to get crazy liaw...said 1 hour can come out but now 2 hours liaw haven come out...damn it...i try not to think about it, we went supper and bought DVD...about 1230 my parent came back...and told me the whole story...i really cant tahan and i cried...darling was try to comfort me...thanks for that night and sorry made you slept so late...

sunday morning quite free cause less swimmers swim those two events...afternoon just like war...everyone were so busy...about 5 the competiton end...and i rush home cause family waiting for me to go to visit brother...we went dinner before we went hospital...i felt so tired and i no mood to eat...we reach there about 830...my brother look tired too...he said cant sleep well cause his hand pain and nurses came check every hour...i saw his hand swollow...i tried not look at him whole night...i scared i cant control my tear...doctor said his case very serious...so need to stay two day in hospital...when we want to go back he look so sad...i not looking at him and walk out fast...we reach home 11 and about 1130 i slept...i knew i very tired cause once i touch my bed then i dunno everything liaw...

two days woke up so early and i want to wake up late...but my mum accidently woke my up on dunno what time...then i continue slept until 1230...had my 'lunch' on 1...then fetched mum to hospital visit brother...and i went KD college to get my result and some documers...guess how long i wait there...i went there about 245,wait until 415...damn it man...i so damn angry...and luckily i settle everything...thursday or friday can go register...then i went pj to get something from my uncle...and............i stack in the jam 3 HOURS...i reach home 720...i rush to shower and pack my dinner to hospital to visit brother...i went pick up grandmum and pack dinner for brother...i reach hospital 830...my aunt came about 9 and my uncle drove the civic...cause sherene need car to work tomorrow...we went home 930...

this treed day really really crazy...many thing happened...i almost broke down...i tried so hard to not showing my family my feeling...i dun want them worry about me...tomorrow need to fetch brother from hospital...finally he can come home...but he need to rest 2 months...

bad days right...

Stupid College

what a bad day today...i want to transfer from KD to SJ...then i went to KD and ask for it...then one guy wrote something on a paper and told me 'you just go sj and tell them you transfer from KD then just resgiter there then can already, i will send your profile there'...so ok lo...no documers nothing...so i went SJ last week and ask...one guy told me 'i din get your profile here, but never mind i will ask them to send it here and you just resgiter, you just need to attend the subject you haven take'...ok very good...and i went resgiter today...another guy told me 'oh,you cant just resgiter like this,you need to go KD and get all the documers and your result to prove that you already took those subject, and the subject you got D are not counted pass here, so you need to retake it'...i like what the shit...that day said can now cant...the KD there din send my profile here...and that guy said no need any documers but now they need...

i damn angry man...i really want to f*** them one...then now want me go KD and get all the documers and go SJ resgiter...but i scared they already deleted my profile then i die lo...he said if dun have your result then you need to retake the whole diploma...i like..........no need study lo...waste my time and petrol...damn it...really regret study in this college...i should go the college got schoolarship...i think much much better than this...Damn!!!

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

Ooh...
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now
I just need you now
Oh baby I need you now

爱情...

爱不一定要拥有，放手也是一种爱... 谁可以那么伟大? 应该很少吧... 我常常对我自己说这句话，但我做不到... 我很想念你，我不想放手... 希望你会回来...

What my heart thinking??

anyone can tell me what my heart thinking about?? i really really dunno what it thinking... am i love him or just biasa him always msg?? why you so bad one? actually i normal one...but you keep disturb me and make me got feeling on you...then now you just leave me alone here...you told me you regret to let go me...but now why you treat me like this...you know what? since you told me that i was so happy about it...but after that you like nothing had happen...it really hurt...everytime i think about i was so sad...i everynight also try to make myself drunk...and one day i really drunk then i msg you but you no reply...then you know what happen? my mouth tasted something salt...i told myself just forget it...but it really hard for me...once i like something is forever...

today i drank again...but i not drunk...still can write blog...i regret din go out with you before you went back sabah...so regret now...anyway,wish you happy there and good luck...you will find a job soon...trust me...i support you...take care of youself...must eat in time...isaac,i miss you...

Tired and Fun...

yesterday went tania's farewell party at TQ hotel...i reached there about 130...so sorry tania i late...i thought will be boring cause darling and mak and ling din go...but quiet fun le...yew and fun very funny...plus sin seanne lagi...haha...very fun with you all...we talked about all the old time story...miss the time we together in pool...and they keep talking when jia hui come they will kacau him...it was so funny...

then we decide to watch movie...so me and kah yan went buy ticket...first we want to watch inception but full,so we watch sorcerer...i want to buy 430 one...but jia hui haven reach so we bought 550...actually i dun feel like watching...at the end i just watch...there were 11 people watching so i bought the whole roll...we leave the hotel then we went walk around then wait at the cinema...the movie quiet nice la...and yew sat beside me...she was keep on laughing...the whole movie can heard she laugh...haha...so cute...then 6 of us went dinner at gasonline...me,kahyan,jia hui,ss,tania,vj...the other went back...and something happen during our dinner...

so after dinner we went walk around and bought something to taina in S&J...we went in there about 2hours...kahyan choosing something to taina...then jia hui and ss were playing around in the shop...me and kahyan cant tahan them man...both of them were so funny...play this play that...and keep laughing out loud...we were the last customer...i think the workers also cant tahan them liaw...haha...then we went back about 1030...it was so tired but very fun...enjoy talking with them...i dunno they so funny one...haha...

taina...wish you good luck here and take care...miss you and love you always dear...