What a stupid day...

actually i want to write something about saturday...ya,that day really very fun...i really enjoy that day...but now i have no mood to talk about it...when i ok i will write about it again...

why i said today is a stupid day??because Tom is dead...Tom is a hamster...today i brought my cousin see doctor...when i reach home i walked pass and i saw it not moving...it just lie there without moving...i look properly...it dead...i cant believe it and i sat there and waited it moving...i sat there almost five min...but it still not moving...my tear was dropping...i cant control and i keep calling it name...i cried...but it still not moving...why??i hate myself not taking good care of it...it hate myself not play or talk with it...now it dead...and i only can sat there and cry...im a stupid fucking master...

i look at it dead body i cant stop crying...my heart very pain now...
16 March 2009,230pm,Tom is dead.......

My Muscle!!!

Damn!?my muscle is damn pain now...i cant straight my hand now...plus Sick...haih!?i think i too rajin to do gym that day...now i sit,sleep,eat also very hard...if want to take something on the top,sorry i cant help you...now typing also pain...must sat higher then less pain...

Erm,sorry ling...wednesday no training so cant give you your present...then yesterday i sick liaw...i will give you today k...sorry for the late present...i took very long time to make it o...hope you like it...if too ugly then tell me la...i give you other present...you choose i buy k...

ok,cant write liaw...my hand cant tahan liaw...and i want to eat lunch...
byebye...

what i have done??

prakl was finish...some people happy some people sad...i happy because someone improve and i not happy in alot of thing...i wont write it here...

prakl i worked in control room...i have to check the result and print it out...if anything wrong then i die...luckily not thing happen...this is the first time i control the computer...but quit boring la...cant watch them swim...of cause sometime i dun care just went out and wacth...then only i run in and check...

tomorrow start training liaw...for you all la...me everyday also got training...tomorrow training 6 and jogging...seriously,i hate jogging...thats why my leg not good...i need to do alot of gym now...since i started training,everyday my muscle also pain...sometime i pain until cant sleep at night...i hope after i do gym will be better and can training more...i want my water feeling back before nag...i dun want malu myself in nag...

anyway,i dun want to write now...
i dun think my mood will ok tomorrow...i want to say sorry if i make anyone angry today or tomorrow...
please dun talk to me tomorrow...