Continue or Forget?

what should i do??i dunno...he just keep appear in my head...all my mind is just him...'shoot'!!!

yesterday i started back training and i thought i can sleep early but cant...i felt very tired but i cant sleep...still slept at 430...maybe i not enough tired...i will try to make myself more tired in training tomorrow...

i really very tired liaw...if can i hope i never knew him...so that i wont so moody because of him...but i wont let other people know what happen to me...i wont let other people know about me...i will act like nothing in front of everyone...i like to keep all my thing in my heart...this is me...maybe time can help me to decide what i should do...continue or forget???

now training is the only thing can make me happy and release strees and moody...i will try my best to training hard and have good result in Malaysia Open this may...and i will try to change my orang cacat life to normal healthy life...

anyway,still the same
i love you K...