almost 3 months i din write blog...maybe i too lazy or i felt boring to write...of cause in this 3 months alot of thing had happen...but i cant remember its...i will try to refresh back and write it out...my last blog was May then i start with June la...
June...After Malaysia Open the next competition was Sukan Wilayah...and i got my exam result...im happy that i passed...Sukan Wilayah was ok...i got 10 golds and 1 silver and 11 records...i should happy with this right...but no...i swam so many events and i try so hard to get all the gold medal...but still i cant get the overall for the games...only for swimming...this was my last year can join this game...i was so so upset with this...i lost because of 1 sukma record...i swam 11 events in two days...and i was so tired...other thing made me upset was i cant made all the good record...im sure next Sukan Wilayah my record all gone...i was so upset and angry...so i din go training for more then one week...because of this my body was injurd...i very hard to go up now...in studies i change my college campus to other campus...KD was too far for me...i was tired everyday used 1 hour went there...now i change to subang jaya...after Mini Olympic i will start my studies...
July...this was the most boring month...no competition no studies...but got two days was special...one was Nadia birthday...and one more was my dear second sister birthday...me and ling made a big big card for her...actually not me and ling...was only ling made all the think...i just wrote something...hope jun you like it...then the others day were so boring...everyday training and stayed at home doing nothing...the only i do was how to make myself brove to tell him i love him...almost everyday i want to msg him and tell him...and i saw him everyday on msn...nothing i can do...something sad were happen in this month...i got two friends broke up...i felt sorry to them...love is always make people sad...
August...this also a competition month...Mini Olympic in this month...i only qualified two events...but both events i also cant swam good...i had train for so long my body still felt tired and heavy...my stamina still haven recovery yet...100fly still can maintain...200fly i deprove 3 second...before 200fly my body very tight...this was the first time i felt so tight during my competition...i was so sad about it...because i gave myself a promise that if i got any medal i will msg him and tell him everything...i really hope i can get medal...but i din get any...i was so stupid...anyway,coach went back china until sept 11...in the 3 week she let me relax and do more gym...she said after she come back will training hard until sukma...hope i can tahan...and i will continue my studies next month...
i love you K...
