finally finish comp and also my exam...past few days was so so damn stress...not only comp and exam stress me...something happen during comp...
before comp i already kena lecture by my family...now this thing happen and make me feel like want to give up my swimming life...somemore i din get good result in NAG...all the timing deprove...maybe i no mood to swim la...or even i got mood also cant swim well...haih!?now i still thinking want to join Malaysia Open or not...if yes,i need to train for it...if no,then i think i will just stop swimming...i told my mum today that now i training so hard is to hit my target Sea Games...i hope i can join sea games once before i retired...now they need swimmer for 200 fly...if i want i think very hard la...sea games on nov or dec...but need to qualify through malaysia open...from now to malaysia open not more than one month...i dun think i can make it...the only chance is if i win M and M...still thinking...
exam lagi teruk...i study very hard and momerize all the notes but went in the hall forgot everything...i also dunno whats wrong with me...the funny thing was i exam half way i suddenly think of you...i mean K...suddenly miss you very much...then the one whole day thinking of you...you la...make me cant force on my exam...haih!?but seriously,i really miss you very much...
normally,i will cut my hair before comp...this time same,i cut my hair last wed...from half long to short...new hairstyle...i was shock after i cut it...lucky my family said ok and look younger...but until now i still not yet biasa short hair...
now i thinking i want to send a mail to you...i already know what to write to you...just want to see i dare to send or not...maybe yes maybe no...just wait la...
anyway,want to sleep liaw...woke up very early today...
nitenite...
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