im damn tired...i only slept 5 hours last two day...somemore need to go work for sport excel...saturday really bad day...about 1pm my mum called and told me my brother broke his hand and went in hospital...she was so worry and keep on ask me what to do,what to do...i also blur liaw and i try to calm her and myself down...i really wanted to go hospital that time...but i need to fetch people and go putrajaya...so i stayed at pool...but i cant concentraded on what im doing...i wrote the time wrong...i cant hear the time properly...i keep looking on my phone and waiting my mum to call me to tell me hows my brother...i felt so uncomfortable...then my mum called and said he already in the hospital and waiting for doctor...she told me he very pain...then my heard like bleeding...i started cried...luckily no one see...i tried to comfort myself...
then the meet finish 715...i need to shower at pool...then rush to putrajaya...i went home change car cause not enough seat and fetch kahyan...we reach there 830...then about 5min the VIP came in...our timing so good...wait for them speeched and watched the stupid video clip...and something happened...a small cockroach on my plate...WTH man...so stupid...suddenly my mum called and told my brother went in operation room law...about 1 hour can finish...that time already 930...mean he from this morning 1130 pain until 930...we went home about 11...mum called again that my brother haven come out...i really want to get crazy liaw...said 1 hour can come out but now 2 hours liaw haven come out...damn it...i try not to think about it, we went supper and bought DVD...about 1230 my parent came back...and told me the whole story...i really cant tahan and i cried...darling was try to comfort me...thanks for that night and sorry made you slept so late...
sunday morning quite free cause less swimmers swim those two events...afternoon just like war...everyone were so busy...about 5 the competiton end...and i rush home cause family waiting for me to go to visit brother...we went dinner before we went hospital...i felt so tired and i no mood to eat...we reach there about 830...my brother look tired too...he said cant sleep well cause his hand pain and nurses came check every hour...i saw his hand swollow...i tried not look at him whole night...i scared i cant control my tear...doctor said his case very serious...so need to stay two day in hospital...when we want to go back he look so sad...i not looking at him and walk out fast...we reach home 11 and about 1130 i slept...i knew i very tired cause once i touch my bed then i dunno everything liaw...
two days woke up so early and i want to wake up late...but my mum accidently woke my up on dunno what time...then i continue slept until 1230...had my 'lunch' on 1...then fetched mum to hospital visit brother...and i went KD college to get my result and some documers...guess how long i wait there...i went there about 245,wait until 415...damn it man...i so damn angry...and luckily i settle everything...thursday or friday can go register...then i went pj to get something from my uncle...and............i stack in the jam 3 HOURS...i reach home 720...i rush to shower and pack my dinner to hospital to visit brother...i went pick up grandmum and pack dinner for brother...i reach hospital 830...my aunt came about 9 and my uncle drove the civic...cause sherene need car to work tomorrow...we went home 930...
this treed day really really crazy...many thing happened...i almost broke down...i tried so hard to not showing my family my feeling...i dun want them worry about me...tomorrow need to fetch brother from hospital...finally he can come home...but he need to rest 2 months...
bad days right...
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